So the payday tomorrow is going to be my lowest pay (all deductions plus no extra work) so I thought it would be good to base a budget on. Bad idea. I added up my bills and rent and came up with the figure of 91 cents left over. Before cat food or groceries or gas. Just bills. Fuck me!
So I started crying, and I’d already gotten teary at the end of the day at work. I managed to shower, which is a Herculean task, and then I feel shitty because it was so hard to do. Now it’s bedtime, thank God.