I had a massage after work which was amazing (craniosacral). I should be doing a list of things as long as my arm but i’m so tired. I’ve been taking twice as much Dexedrine for the last few weeks (shrink’s orders)… who knows, maybe I’d be falling asleep by the end of the afternoon otherwise.
I had good intentions of making a grocery list but… I haven’t even microwaved any vegetables for days, let alone anything requiring actual cooking. Protein bars, apples, and milk is pretty much it… whatever I can just grab. Meh, whatever.
I actually feel OK emotionally, though. Not sad, not teary, feel good about making it through the work day… maybe it’s the massage that helped.