This is a tremendously disorienting experience. I look down at my manicure without remembering getting it. I think about going to the hospital for another treatment and I can remember where the unit is and what the nurses look like but I’m not really confident in my own memory — it’s as if there’s only traces.
When TheEx left to go to work I asked him if I was off work? (yes) and if I had been off work for a long time? (yes). It’s pretty upsetting not to remember what your own biographical situation is. He confirmed by text that I have another treatment tomorrow.